the last line

 

I begin as if I were ending.

That's all he said 

In his suicide note.

He did have our 

Attention, 

Then,

Not for too long.

I went/left/oh-nothing.

He should have said that.

And gone.

Damn him!

#FromOneLine

correct path

 

Born #mercurial,

It took decades 

To correct path-

The day did come

When friends became

Smiling strangers

And lovers, well,

Just forgotten

Never googled,

It still flickers

In midnight air,

A restrained ghost.

#vss365

 

Love's worst

 

Don't fret about pre-

mature bodily function.

That's not Love's worst side. 

#vss365 #premature

#haiku #senryu 

faith

 

I would like to chase the sun.

But each step on the icy ground

gets shorter and slower.

Till there’s a still longing.

There’s the company of trees.

Shorn of leaves, with green mossy sides,

age-old wisdom, helpless #fate.

Call it, maybe, His ways.

#vss365

It is tougher still, not to let winter in.

Within where there’s no cover

but faith which reason shuns.

Nor assures another summer.

Is that all? To survive?

Darwin says it’s easy: one to the other,

a smile, a laugh and in bed together.

Possibly not when life is a routine.

He had a choice – to let them live or love.

There’s no reason actually, in either;

a whim, like the seasons that please or not.

He did not know about the faith.

from

https://discardedthoughts-swapna.blogspot.com/2009/06/i-would-like-to-chase-sun-1999-2001.html

living-out

 

"I’ve moved out."

"Huh?"

"I want to pursue other interests."

"Interests?"

"I have to live. Without you."

"Huh?"

"Thought it would be best without meeting."

"See you when I see you? A living-out relationship."

"Take care."

(silent)

"Bye. #Love you."

"Me too. Good luck!"

#vss365

from

https://gatheredthoughts-swapna.blogspot.com/2010/04/for-gods-sake-listen.html

wife & pals

 

My wife has to meet my pals. I insist.

The first one would have loved me no less if I had Idi Amin or Mata Hari as buddies. 

The second one was so mine-are-holier-than-thine, bah!

The latest is a fellow-prisoner's ex-wife. Her own gang's #yawp is worse than our bite.

#vss365

the shadow

 

Chasing a shadow

Of sinful sumptuous delight-

Coaxed into submission.

#vss365 #sumptuous

#haikufeels #coaxed

Mage

 

I am a Mage. That's no secret. When I use:

1) the charm offensive, they defend with indifference;

2) the lock of loyalty, they switch allegiance too easily;

3) the power of love, the less said the better; and,

4) the venom of vengeance, I become the target.

#vss365 #switch

trouble

 

Humans are trouble.

A reboot never gives system

A fresh start.

#vss365 #reboot

#haikufeels #fresh

#haiku #senryu 

life cycle

 

Born a Messiah,

Then the wilful child matured.

Life cycle of gods.

#haikufeels #wilful