Friday, December 6, 2024

The you of yesterday

 

Can you recognize

The you of yesterday?


I had some answer

Which I forgot too fast.


It's scary, you know,

If you failed to love me.


Is fail the right word,

I failed, I know too well.


Now, when I have lost

Words for love and anger,


Stranger is partner,

The you of yesterday.


Friday, November 29, 2024

that dream

 

I don't have a place to call home

I don't have a woman to call love

I thought I had all that

For a day or two I had all that

There are days when I can remember

That dream in which I had all that.


#vss365


Monday, November 25, 2024

from 'Path of No Return'

 

"Is there a temple on this #skerry?"


"This is not a skerry. We call it thuruthu. There's a temple for lovers---the Place of No Return."


"Lovers?"


"Only couples are allowed. If they are truly lovers, they won't return."


"What happens to them?"


"What happened to us?"


#vss365


from


https://newnonentities.blogspot.com/2010/11/path-of-no-return.html




Tuesday, November 5, 2024

vote

 

If you really think

You can #impact the future

With your #vote, dream on.


#vss365

#vssdaily

#haiku #senryu ?



Saturday, November 2, 2024

life, life, life...

 

They let their fingers search, grasping, teasing, caressing each #hollow and vein, following the creases, the mounts and the valleys, racing, slowing, their breaths cooling and blowing winds that ruffle all those layers which years have deposited; 


#vss365 


1/4


close but a little away but closer than ever; no weeping willows, just tresses uncared but natural above, laying shadows; tears as dew or rivulets dampen, soften, the smell of earth ploughed fresh, each muscle straining to produce; 


2/4


landscape urging the farmers, as they pluck, cut, dig deeper, harsh at times, kneading the flesh between fingers, feeling the texture, sensing what it is, what it should be; weeds ripped, searching up, below, side and over till the roots of disuse are gripped, mangled,


3/4


strangled, shed aside; little blossoms, tiny hair standing, trying, asking forgiveness, granted, growing; fingers feeling, nerves awakened, kisses, little bites, pinches, sucking tenderly; the morning over marshes of yesterday, the pasture of today, life, life, life...


4/4


from


https://discardedthoughts-swapna.blogspot.com/2010/01/just-for-weekend-from-scrap-shop-v.html


Wednesday, October 23, 2024

MO to fail

 

With much #astuteness,

A modus operandi 

To fail: shut out all.


#vss365

#haiku #senryu ?


(pic from X/the Internet)





Tuesday, October 15, 2024

mono no aware

 

I woke up saying,

"Ah! Mono no #aware."

Her side of the bed.


#vss365

#haiku #senryu ?




Wednesday, September 25, 2024

malice

 

When I talked about love,

Your #pejorative criticism

Could not be mistaken 

For jealousy or possessiveness.


Undisguised malice,

Wielded so brutally,

Leaving no survivors,

When we talked about love.


#vss365

 

Thursday, September 19, 2024

misconception

 

Zombies don't shuffle

And #forage for human flesh.

They aren't creeps like us.


#vss365

#haiku #senryu ?


Thursday, September 5, 2024

hopeless prayer

 

Why do I use words

That's like a hopeless prayer?

For example, #guide.


#vss365

#haiku #senryu ?

  





Wednesday, August 28, 2024

what's with them

 

what's with them

liking poetry

no twists in the tale

not even a cliff-hanger

it's not the brevity 

or life love lust

or ways to #slaughter

not even a romp in the sack

why do they lie #together

not ask a question

not in blank verse

not even in iambic whatameter


#vss365

#NALove



Monday, August 12, 2024

exchange

 

I promised to change.

For that, I had to exchange

Old love for new love. 


#vss365 #change

#haiku #senryu ?


Monday, July 29, 2024

already ghosts

 

I remember my first glass of #champagne.

That too with strawberries and such. With her.


"Can I just have 7up and French fries?"

"I was going to suggest the same."


We didn't curl up in front of a fireplace.

We were nude and happy. And already ghosts.


#NALove


Monday, July 15, 2024

lost meaning

 

I heard "#Aloha"

And thought about its meaning.

Missed love #forever.


#vss365

#NALove

#haiku #senryu ?


Tuesday, July 9, 2024

we are both, aren't we?

 

"How did you like the trip?"


"Overrated places. Where was Romance?"


"The #quintessence of honesty, you are." 


"What's with those statues? Men with small..."


"Went with your spouse?"


"Huh?"


"It was ok for me. With my lover."


"Forgotten we are both, huh?"


"But..."


#vss365


Wednesday, June 19, 2024

no response no future

 

When you don't respond,

I hear your disapproval. 

#Critique: no future.


#vss365

#haiku #senryu ?


Tuesday, June 4, 2024

doubt

 

Without an #iota of doubt.

That's all I wished for from love. 

One wish too many.


#vss365

#haiku #senryu ?


Wednesday, May 22, 2024

bonding

 

I tried a dating site called Bonding.


In the bio-data, it asked


'#Element of:';


'Nothing', I said, of course.


People refused to swipe right on me.


I tried to change my bio. But I could not. I wrote to Customer Support. They replied: 'How can you bond?' Fair enough.


#vss365


Tuesday, April 23, 2024

an empty room with all


It is an empty white room. He must have seen doubt on my face.


“Did you expect gods and demons? Or, deities and symbols with stories? Or, a #mirror to reflect the inner good or evil? Here, the power of the mind will do. Some call it insanity. Some call it black magic.” 


#vss365


from


https://gatheredthoughts-swapna.blogspot.com/2010/02/from-behind-calm.html


Saturday, March 16, 2024

actions

 

Did he not assume his thought and feeling outweighed all,

On that day he twisted facts, ignored truth and incited a #riot?

Why did I assume it mattered what I thought

And forgot that my action mattered most?


#vss365


from


https://newnonentities.blogspot.com/2021/10/i-think.html


Friday, March 8, 2024

the one in the middle

 

For them, #elf_glory

must have been the light at the 

end of the tunnel. 


Just another traffic jam. 


But, in 30 minutes, 37 dead. 


It's the work of a god pissed off with all, they say.


The latter I am. The former? Hahaha if that's what you call the one in the middle.


#vss365





Friday, February 23, 2024

a memory lost

 

I am the living dead to them. 


My eldest #sibling is a Dean in a famous University. The other is a doctor.


They avoid me now.


My father too. He used to talk about his third kid when I was rich and successful. Now, I'm a memory lost.


No point reminding people of that.


#vss365



Thursday, February 22, 2024

I do not caress

 

There is work till half past noon, upon that land so moodily fertile; I do not talk to the trees, that’s for the the loony; I do not caress the land or my woman; I #shovel, dig, deep, spit, sweat, curse with relief; I lie on top, breathing hard, resting in the shade.


#vss365 


from


https://newnonentities.blogspot.com/2010/07/space-between.html


Sunday, February 11, 2024

far from home

 

After school, I went to a college far from home. I guess that last part was the operative part for me – far from home. There, I got to know the power of religion, caste, color, language, class and beliefs. I was not naïve. But the fervent, #radical and senseless grouping of youngsters, the youngest around seventeen and the oldest barely twenty two, was overwhelming. The main clubs were based on simple stuff like region or language. It was awful to see the crème de la crème of society enforce a tacit apartheid. The chanting at the campus temple seemed loud and combative, and the display of saffron or sandalwood paste just ostentatious. In that small campus village, the Christians’ orthodox Sunday school and the Muslims’ mandatory prayer meetings appeared resentful and vindictive. The left-leaning intelligentsia lived in their cuckoo-land, copycats, so obviously false but still fashionable. There was even a large snooty clique that followed Ayn Rand. In one way or the other, each group believed in their superiority and in subjugating others.


#vss365


from


https://justoneavatar.blogspot.com/2013/05/being-bad.html


Sunday, January 28, 2024

RIP

 

On Sunday, we tried matrimony,

By Wednesday, it became a #kerfuffle,

The #vexatious part was over by Friday,

We now rest in peace, forever, separate.


#vss365


Monday, January 22, 2024

nonsense

 

To utter or not, 

That's not the real problem

When it's #codswallop.


#vss365

#haiku #senryu ?


Monday, January 8, 2024

Solitude's wrath

 

O wicked one! Why do you charm me so?

Life seems so light with its wish to join you,

But the gentle air alone caresses and beckons.


Memory slips away to that distant time

When with such a sight we delighted,

But now, your hand not in mine, I face Solitude’s #wrath.


#vss365


from


https://newnonentities.blogspot.com/2010/07/last-time-i-wrote-about-love.html


Monday, January 1, 2024

2024 is 2023

 

2024 is 2023.

Just another name to give hope.

Woke up after a restless night. 

Cleaned. Read. Wrote.

Posted a true life story. 

Got less than 100 views. With likes less than 100% of that. 

Drove around town before lunch. Everyone seemed sleepy.

Slept till they called it 2025.